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Hope

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all,

And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.

I’ve heard it in the chilliest land
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me. ~ Emily Dickinson

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When by my solitary hearth I sit,
When no fair dreams before my “mind’s eye” flit,
And the bare heath of life presents no bloom;
Sweet Hope, ethereal balm upon me shed,
And wave thy silver pinions o’er my head.

Whene’er I wander, at the fall of night,
Where woven boughs shut out the moon’s bright ray,
Should sad Despondency my musings fright,
And frown, to drive fair Cheerfulness away,
Peep with the moon-beams through the leafy roof,
And keep that fiend Despondence far aloof.

Should Disappointment, parent of Despair,
Strive for her son to seize my careless heart;
When, like a cloud, he sits upon the air,
Preparing on his spell-bound prey to dart:
Chase him away, sweet Hope, with visage bright,
And fright him as the morning frightens night!

Whene’er the fate of those I hold most dear
Tells to my fearful breast a tale of sorrow,
O bright-eyed Hope, my morbid fancy cheer;
Let me awhile thy sweetest comforts borrow:
Thy heaven-born radiance around me shed,
And wave thy silver pinions o’er my head!

Should e’er unhappy love my bosom pain,
From cruel parents, or relentless fair;
O let me think it is not quite in vain
To sigh out sonnets to the midnight air!
Sweet Hope, ethereal balm upon me shed,
And wave thy silver pinions o’er my head!

And as, in sparkling majesty, a star
Gilds the bright summit of some gloomy cloud;
Brightening the half veil’d face of heaven afar:
So, when dark thoughts my boding spirit shroud,
Sweet Hope, celestial influence round me shed,
Waving thy silver pinions o’er my head. ~ John Keats

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And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God. ~ Romans 8:28

Timely Quote

“People who are willing to give up their freedom for security deserve neither.” – Benjamin Franklin

Just A Reminder…

I go on this great republican principle, that the people will have virtue and intelligence to select men of virtue and wisdom. Is there no virtue among us? If there be not, we are in a wretched situation. No theoretical checks- no form of government can render us secure. To suppose that any form of government will secure liberty or happiness without virtue in the people is a chimerical idea. If there be sufficient virtue and intelligence in the community, it will be exercised in the selection of these men. So that we do not depend on their virtue, or put confidence in our rulers, but in the people who are to choose them.” – The Father of the Constitution- James Madison

…I guess I should’ve posted this in November.

“We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.”

Six purposes for the U.S. Constitution stated in the Preamble (taken from the book American Government in Christian Perspective):

(1) To form a more perfect union: this is why a new Constituion was written rather than a revision of the Articles of Confederation.

(2) To establish justice: justice is righteousness under law

(3) To ensure domestic tranquility: this means peace, order, and obedience to law within the nations.

(4) To provide for the common defense: a nation worth having is worth defending. One of the most important tasks of the federal government is to preserve peace by being prepared for war.

(5) To promote the general welfare: our government was formed to secure the wellbeing of the nation in general, not just that of small interest goups. “Welfare” as understood by the Founders did not mean giving money to jobless people but rather success, prosperity, and faring well…to all people.

(6) To secure (make safe) the blessings of liberty to ourselves and our posterity: for over two centuries, liberty has been one of the most blessed privileges of the citizens of the United States. It needs to be secured from all external and internal threats by strong military defense, law processes, and by moral vigilance.

“It is impossible to rightly govern… without God and Bible.”- President George Washington

“Religion is the basis and foundation of government.”- President James Madison

“Religion and virtue are the only foundations of republicanism and of all free government.”- President John Adams

Counting My Blessings

I really wanted to have a post in December but I never got around. So here’s my first post in the new year..

I don’t really know how this is going to turn out, it could be a “Hightlights from 2008″, or it could be a “What I’m looking forward to in 2009″. Or it could be a little bit of both.

I guess I’ll start with the Ministers’ meeting in Brownsville in January. I’ll never forget what the Lord did for me at that meeting. It was the fresh start for a new year that I really needed. The whole week was such a blessing, I learned so much that week. For more details about this meeting view my posts from January 2008.

In February one of my dreams came true. I was blessed with the opportunity of going to Europe for the first time. It truly was the trip of a lifetime. I’m so thankful that my parents were able to take me. As you all know, I could write a whole other post about our trip to Europe but that has already been done. For details about our trip to Europe view my posts from February 2008.

The month of April brought with it something very miserable. On April 27th I took a fall and broke my leg. It hurts just thinking about it. Breaking my leg was the worst pain I have ever experienced. There were times I would wake up in the middle of the night to excruciating pain and find that I had been crying in my sleep. For the first couple of weeks there were times when it hurt so bad I thought I would never walk again. But after about a month and a half I was finally able to limp without crutches. And now after nine months I am able to run with some pain.

In May I graduated from highschool. For me that was a big feat.. I don’t mean finishing school, but the graduation itself. As the time drew closer and closer for me to graduate, I became more and more nervous about the ceremony. I never thought walking down an aisle and delivering a speech would be so hard. The main thing I was worried about wasn’t really giving the speech but writing it. I was so afraid that I wouldn’t be able to express myself, or I’d leave someone out of the thank you’s, or I’d forget to say this or that. But in the end I think it turned out ok. Everything went smoothly… except for when I had to walk down the steps by myself to receive an award that I didn’t know I was getting. On my way back to my seat I hurt my leg (cause it was still broken) and almost fell when I stepped up with the wrong leg.

As always June brought with it the Campmeeting : )

Feeling Patriotic

O beautiful, for spacious skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the fruited plain!
America! America! God shed His grace on thee,
And crown thy good with brotherhood, from sea to shining sea.
O beautiful, for pilgrim feet
Whose stern, impassioned stress
A thoroughfare for freedom beat
Across the wilderness!
America! America! God mend thine ev’ry flaw;
Confirm thy soul in self control, thy liberty in law!
O beautiful, for heroes proved
In liberating strife,
Who more than self their country loved
And mercy more than life!
America! America! May God thy gold refine,
Til all success be nobleness, and ev’ry gain divine!
O beautiful, for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years,
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears!
America! America! God shed His grace on thee,
And crown thy good with brotherhood, from sea to shining sea!

Wow We’re Here

For those of you in this small blogging community who haven’t heard, Bonnie is engaged.

It seems like just yesterday we were ten years old, dreaming about the time when we’ll be old enough to date, dreaming about our future wedding, and playing games like MASH to try and figure out who Prince Charming would be. I remember people telling me things like “you’ll be there before you know it” or “time goes by so fast”, well they were right. All seventeen years of my life seem like they were just yesterday. It was right around three years ago that my Aunt Rebecca said “You’ll be sixteen before you know it. I promise, it’ll seem like you just blinked and suddenly you’re there.” Now I’m seventeen!

As typical girls, we’ve waited our whole lives for these days- dating, engagement, marriage. In analogy form, its like our whole life has been a car ride to what seemed like a distant far off place that we were just dying to get to. Sitting in the back seat and every few minutes asking the questions “Are we there yet? How much longer?”. You know, like when you’re on a long road trip and it seems like forever until you get to your destination, finally you stop asking how long and looking out the window then next thing you know its the next exit. It feels like I just closed my eyes for a few minutes and now we’re here. I looked out the window and saw what exit I’m at- I’ll be dating soon, and Bonnie’s at the next exit- engaged! It feels so weird (in a good way) to finally be here.

Gosh, all these memories are flooding my head of me and Bonnie at different times throughout our life. Playing with dolls or barbies on the floor during church on Dickerson road : ). Memories of the days when her grandma’s house was the school : ) One of my favorite memories from those days was when we would play house under those two big trees in Sister Bonnie’s back yard and pretend that we lived in the Prairie days. And then memories from more recent years, “the teen” years lol. Sharing heart to hearts, deep grown up conversations, and also the silly not so grown up conversations : ) In just another five years we’re gonna have even more to look back on and remember : ) Its exciting!

It was literally the coolest Campmeeting I’ve ever been to. You know normally its hot, muggy, sticky, muddy, miserable, and sitting there in sweaty misery I’ve always wished that we could have Campmeeting at a cooler time of the year. Well my wish came true!! Autumn is my favorite time of year, and the Campground is one of my favorite places so it was very exciting getting to be on the Campground in Autumn! I was so overjoyed!

Besides the excellent weather, one of my highlights would be Saturday night. It was a “down front” service. The youth sang a song called ‘I want to be like Jesus’. It was such an incredible sight. The youth looked like a mighty army. I think the last night is always a highlight for me cause the Spirit always comes in so strong. Sunday was really good too. I got a lot out of everything that was said.

I can’t wait until June : )

I guess thats it for now, not much else to talk about.

In Him

Ever since last Friday I’ve been wanting to testify and share some things that I got out of the reading. But I haven’t been able to find an opportunity (plus I’m nervous cause I’m out of practice). So I thought I’d just blog about it just in case I don’t get the chance to testify.

First of all, the heading on the 49th chapter of Isaiah (at least in my Bible) is “God’s Servant Will be a Light”.

I’m gonna try and mainly let scripture speak for itself since I probably wont make much sense.

I’m pretty sure this chapter is about Jesus, but when I read it I applied it to me.

Isaiah 49:1 “The Lord has called me from the womb; from the bowels of my mother hath He made mention of my name.” This reminded me of that ‘How Great is Our God’ video that we all watched. He’s the star breather, the creator of the universe, and He knows me by name. He took the time to work out every detail of who I am, and who He’s making me. When He created me He created me with the potential of being much more than just a carnal heap of dust.

I really like the next verse. Sometimes we wonder “what am I here for, whats my purpose?”. Well that’s what this next verse tells us. 49:2-3 “He has made my mouth like a sharp sword; in the shadow of His hand hath He hid me, and made me a polished shaft (arrow); in His quiver hath He hid me, And said unto me Thou art my servant, in whom I will be glorified.” The cross reference scripture is Isa. 51:16 “And I have put my words in thy mouth, and I have covered thee in the shadow of mine hand, that I may plant the Heavens, and lay the foundations of the earth.” – Isaiah 49:5 “And now, saith the LORD that formed me from the womb to be His servant, to bring Jacob again to Him, Though Israel be not gathered, yet shall I be glorious in the eyes of the LORD, and my God shall be my strength.”

Just one more scripture. Isa. 46:3-4 “..which are borne by me from the belly (who have been upheld by me from birth), which are carried from the womb: And even to your old age I am he; and even to gray hairs will I carry you: I have made, and I will bear; even I will carry, and will deliver you.”

So, before we are even born, He’s got this plan. He calls us. When we finally entrust our lives to Him He uses us and makes us these great tools. And I don’t have to worry about tomorrow because I’m safe in His hands, He’s writing my story. “From life’s first cry, to final breath, Jesus commands my destiny.” – song In Christ Alone.

-To sum it up… We are like a polished arrow, a willing servant of the Lord, called by Him; with the word of God in our mouth, at our head; shining with His glory for all the world to see.

…just stay in His hands and He will carry you.

Sorry For The Absence

To the blog community, I am ever so sorry that I have not been faithful with blogging recently. I realize its been almost a month since I last posted.

In a nut shell heres what I’ve been up to in the last month: birthday parties, church events, Louisville Youth Meeting, trying to stay caught up on Bible reading, still dealing with a broken leg, making decisions related to career and college, working part time, finally finishing those books I’ve been meaning to read, enjoying summer (but also looking forward to coats and scarves), having dreams that I’m able to run again, taking up babysitting again, and all the while not blogging about any of it. My apologies.

Over time I have learned that when I have a deep craving for a particular song, sometimes its the Lord trying to speak to me. This morning as I was getting ready for the day I felt like listening to one of the Brooklyn Tab. cd’s that I haven’t listened to in a while.

So here is a Medley of songs/thoughts…

Chorus:
Take up your cross and follow Jesus
Take up your cross every day
Don’t be ashamed to say that you know Him
Count the cost, take up your cross and follow Him

What are you doing for the King
Have you really given everything

For the One who gave His all for you
Don’t be satisfied just to know
That the Lord has saved your soul
Have you forgotten what you need to do

As I listened to this song I asked myself the questions: What am I doing for the King? Have I truly given Him everything? And, am I living this way (His way and following Him) everyday?

The next song that really stood out to me was “Giving My Best”. I wont post the whole song cause I don’t want to scare people away with a really long entry.

CHORUS
Now I’m giving my best, to You Lord,
all that I have, I won’t withhold.
I’m giving my best, to You lord,
all of my heart, and all of my soul.

This song stirred up some of the same questions… Am I really giving Him everything? Am I giving my best, my all?

Now this last song…I just gotta post the whole thing! This one really got to me.
Verse 1
Lord I come to you today,
With a simple prayer to pray
In everything I do, let my life, oh Lord, praise you

Verse 2
Lord you formed me out of clay,
For your glory I was made
Use this vessel as you choose,
And let my life, oh Lord, praise you

In everything I do I want my life to bring Him praise! When people look at me I only want them to see His Light. I want to be a true reflection of Him!

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